I cant believe how long its been since this site was soooo cool. lol life has changed so much since we have used Xanga. Now we are fading from Myspace to Facebook but twitter is stupid. From freshman year I was the person everyone wanted just to party and play, smoke and drink. Sophmore year dating was big and hangin with friends. Junior year (well my junior/senior year) serious dating and graduating on the mind. Startin then and the past 2 years 75% of my girlfriends got pregnant including me. WOW life has changed soooo much!!!

why do we try when we fail... then we try but then succeed... i guess thats just life... why is it that sometime... bad things happened but then good things come out of it... the question y do we have to suffer... i dont get... why have pain before the good... I guess life is just there... to nock us down ... then decide ok brush it off... get up... then we are fine... i dont get it... damn life... it doesnt make sense...

too much pain to make happiness

Its like being in a world were you can't run.
Your just getting by,
Even though you suffer from being just you.
Beat'n, torn, hurt
The different things that go on
Why are there people who have almost everything
And others who are just barely getting by.
When one of us dies inside no one knows.
Torn between happiness and tears.
This a life of a human.

No one is perfect.,
Just trying...
To be themselves
Making mistakes...
But trying to be the bes they can be...
Their just trying...